Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Back From NYC!

I am back from vacation! I hung out with seven great people from my LO team on Ediets for the majority of the time...and they were AWESOME! It is amazing...we all have such different personalities and live nowhere near each other but we all clicked! There was no awkwardness or dull moments and we acted like we've known each other forever. Well, we have known each other quite awhile, but only by what we share with the team. Amazingly, everybody was exactly how I'd imagined them...no surprises at all! I have so many pictures that I want to share once I get my cord. I just wish I could hang out with these folks in person everyday...I truly count them as my closest friends after this weekend.

One of the coolest places we went to was the Museum of Sex :) It was a hoot! One of the exhibits went through the history of porn movies with clips...the old ones are hilarious! One was about a guy asking a gal to "breathe" on his cock...requesting "more...More...MORE!!" They also had some crazy contraptions like the "Monkey Rocker" and the "Drillomatic" (not quite sure of the name but click the link to check out the picture). There was also a site where you can add your own sex stories...we added a whopper one to the state of Maine. We also went to an off-Broadway production of "I Love You, You're Perfect, Now Change", saw the Statue of Liberty, walked through Central Park and the Metropolitan Museum of Art, made it to the top of the Empire State Building, did a ton of walking and shopping, and drank a bit too much.

Another cool thing: we decided to go as a group for a psychic reading. We were a bit drunk and saw a special a few doors down from the hotel. By reading my palm and telling one wish, she said I'll have a long life, my best months are September, October, and November, I'll find my dark-haired soulmate this fall, have two kids, I should keep a fair-haired man in my past because things will never go the way I want, and should go back into the medical field. I'm taking all this information lightly, but it sure was interesting. She was so worried about one of our members that she wanted to counsel her for another week by phone :) She must have sensed that she had the most money...Ha!

Oh yeah, and the big thing...Paul and I are done. Over. Forever. I'm still trying to get a grip on the situation...the whole thing was odd and there are some things I still need to figure out. I've been told some new information as well and I still am trying to clarify some crap. Once I've figured it out, I'll share. Right now, I'm going through the emotions of anger and then guilt...at least I won't have him to stress about anymore. I'm ready to see what will happen in the next chapter of my life. There is so much to look forward to and I know I'll be just fine!